i had ‘drinks’ with some friends on Sunday. No, I didn’t drink. I had tea. But I did realized that only 2 of 4 people at the table had alcohol, and those who did only finished 3/4 of their drinks. If that was me, i would have had 2 glasses of wine during that same […]
i realize now that i have some mood fluctuations up and down, some pink cloud-y days followed by some rancid thoughts. i realize now that both are OK, and neither mean i’m going to drink. Today is the end of Dry July and i have to say i feel relieved. Like it’s about to get […]
Ten good reasons to be 30 days sober: Celebrating a new ‘personal best’ every day. That doesn’t happen much when you’re an adult, taking on a new skill and seeing progress and improvement each and every day. Sleeping through the night. Doctor thought i was premenopausal when i complained of waking at 4 am. she […]
today is day 29 and i’m happy for that. i hadn’t strung together more than 9 days before this attempt at Dry July. I started having regular beer/cider every day after work in 1987. I was 21. Just one a day, it gave me a good buzz. I never drank in high school, was always […]
i still have moments where i think of drinking, in an abstract way. Not “I need wine right now” but more “this is what i usually do in this time period, in this circumstance.” For example, there’s a half-jug of mixed cocktails in the fridge from last week’s dinner, and i wish that my husband […]
Sober: Day 27 up too early, not enough sleep, didn’t run, worked hard all day, very hot, ate sugar all day, didn’t really eat enough real food, tonic water and cranberry juice for my ‘drink’ … now it’s 8:20 pm and i feel like a bag of shit. i’m going to go to bed now […]
Mary says: “In my experience, those who do well at moderation management are those who don’t need to moderate. They can take it or leave it, have abused alcohol in a crisis but are not alcohol-dependent.” Cleo says: “If I could make a decision about the 3rd glass of wine without the effect the 2 […]
Thanks again to everyone for comments and support and love over the past few days. it really is a gift you’re offering. you may not realize how little gestures can mean sooo much. taking the time to read, to post, to write, to share, to be honest, to back-pat, to laugh, to groan, and to […]
in my last post I started to contemplate what happens at the end of my Dry July. Day #25 today. thanks to everyone for ideas and well wishes and kindness. it’s pretty cool that no one said “wow this girl is heading on a downward slide into hell if she keeps going on this path” […]
i understand this is a bizarre question and i am probably setting myself up here to receive an ear-full of exasperated ranting. but here goes. i originally decided to not drink for the month of July, follow Dry July, 30 days without alcohol. I am on day #24 (and my keyboard now thinks it ès […]