take so much away
Belle
I want to put this online, to hold myself accountable. I want to document the noise in my head. I'm tired of thinking about drinking. date of last drink: june 30, 2012
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I’m on day 35 and thinking a lot about whether or not I can control my drinking. Last night while planning a date night with my hubs, I tried to convince myself that I could absolutely have a glass of wine at dinner with him. I mean, as long as I don’t drink beforehand, and order a bottle of wine at dinner, then come home and drink more, I’ll be fine, right? He’ll be there to make sure I just order one glass so what’s the big deal? Yeah, I know it’s ridiculous.