I want to put this online, to hold myself accountable. I want to document the noise in my head. I'm tired of thinking about drinking. date of last drink: june 30, 2012
After 5 Day 1’s in an other wise sober month I commit today , March 4 2015, to be my final day1. I have been reading and reading and reading books and blogs about alcoholism and sobriety but today I need to do something a bit differently so I will now fully join this community and write!My brain is a bit foggy today…as usual on Day 1…but I am here and I accept the challenge of my first hundred days AF. Thank you Belle!
Thank you for this! Today is my last Day 1.
Yes, no more! No more days of feeling like a big sack of s*&%, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, because my drinking affects it all. Enough of the self-destructive behaviors- I DESERVE TO HAVE A HEALTHY, HAPPY LIFE!
Just completed my 2nd day one. No More!!
Yes,yes and yes! I would buy that sign, just saying..
The thought of doing another day one is one of the things keeping me going. I signed up for the 100 day challenge with Belle well over 1 year ago. Relapsed many times. I am on day 16. I never want another day one!
Yes, yes, yes Belle! Mortally tired of day 1’s.
This is me! I started the challenge AGAIN on Groundhog Day (Feb 2) after multiple day 1s. This year, the groundhog saw the shadow of a bottle. Next year he will only see his own shadow – or none at all! No more day 1s for me!
This makes me think of The Doors. BREAK ON THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE!
Yes! I’m so fucking tired of multiple Day Ones.
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