Audio: Blog #1, day 9

Just had a request to READ from my blog and to make it into an audio format … so why not. Makes sense to start in the beginning. Here’s Blog #1. I was on day 9.


I want to put this online, to hold myself accountable. I want to document the noise in my head. I'm tired of thinking about drinking. date of last drink: june 30, 2012

  • Thanks Belle. Good to hear your voice giving life to the words and your reflections on what it was like, reaching out in the early days.

  • Oops, hit enter toooo soon:). I really felt like you were speaking directly to me. Your beautiful nature shines through, and takes those posts to a whole new level. I think you’ve got something here:)

  • love, Love, LOVE this! You’ve spoken in the past about moving into more podcasts and I think this is a great way of exploring that road. By turning your old posts into podcasts brings your audience that much closer.

  • Wow! Very timely for me. Day 14-1st bitchy day. I hate everybody. I want to drink wine and smoke cigarettes. I’ve been a bitch to my husband and youngest son all afternoon. Not like me at all.
    When people are dying-they often go through what we nurses call “terminal restlessness” which I describe to families as wanting to be anyplace but where they are. That’s how I feel today.
    Tomorrow may be better-better be better! But even if it’s not-I won’t drink. And I will apologize to my family for today ☀️