I’m doing it again. What do i want my life to look like? being sober has given me this gigantic space to fill… the rest of my life 🙂 and some days i have my head down, just doing my thing.And other days, like now, I stop and look up, look around, and I think: going forward what do I want to do?
Last night, under the covers, exhausted, i said to Mr. B: “maybe i don’t want to write a sober book because i don’t want to be sober forever.” he knows enough to not engage me when i talk like this. i could tell he was smiling though.
as i continue to process a decent sized watermelon-worth of doubt, i do know one thing for certain. I want a bakery. I want a cafe that serves roast turkey and cranberry sandwiches, ground beef chili flavoured with smoky chipotle, and toasted onion bagels with a really good cup of coffee. I continue to believe that being sober is the only way this bakery will happen for me. I don’t want to be defined by sobriety. But it does provide the foundation for everything else.
how to get a bakery?
#1, be sober.
#2, earn and save money.
#3, find investors.
#4, be sober.
#5, be sober.