search engine topics

here are some of the words people have typed into search engines in the last month that led them to my blog… i can’t tell whether to laugh or cry!

  • tired think drink
  • best sobriety blog
  • online sobriety support
  • gigantic anus
  • 8th day of stopping drinking two bottles of wine a night
  • best part of being sober
  • whether you think you can or you can’t
  • read jason vale’s book and still want to drink
  • i’m fucking through the night
  • is anxiety tiring
  • i’m tired of drinking
  • drinking champagne while i’m in despair
  • best part about being sober
  • “i was thinking only of me”
  • trying to get through the night without a drink
  • fuck this i’m going to sleep [who types this into a search engine and then follows the links?]
  • no off button with drinking
  • she eats bread and butter
  • good things about being sober


I want to put this online, to hold myself accountable. I want to document the noise in my head. I'm tired of thinking about drinking. date of last drink: june 30, 2012

  • Tonight’s crack-up, and I’m off to bed. My alarm is set for six, the ten-week old baby arrives at seven-fifteen and I want to be totally awake and ready for him. I have waited for many many months for him to arrive and mama to return to work…

    Your blog is one of the best reads of my day; I’m not sure how I missed this one when it first was published-I was sick a lot of last month and somehow it got by me. It was fun to see it tonight.

  • Firstly, how do you make this happen? (The tracking of search terms that lead to your blog I mean.) Some kind of widget I’m guessing?

    Secondly, why WHY WHY does ‘gigantic anus’ lead people to your blog? Clearly, I have missed some very compelling blog post Belle!