i’m not a sober person, i’m a wine drinker

i have a separate Everything mailing list where i send out news about (not) writing the sober book i’m (apparently) working on. today’s email for the Everything list (and this happens often) is about how writing is like sobriety. Here’s a quote:

i may not be a writer. yet. (“i’m not a sober person, i’m a wine drinker” i said). i may feel like writing is something i need to drag myself to do.  (“i’ll just quit for 30 days and then see how i feel.”) … and it isn’t something that i wake up wanting to do. when left to my own devices, i’d rather be baking. (sobriety isn’t something I woke up wanting to do. when left to my own devices, i’d rather have been drinking.)

and if you can stand the horrific repetitive use of parentheses, you can sign up for the Everything list here and read this entry in its entirety (554 words).

Belle

I want to put this online, to hold myself accountable. I want to document the noise in my head. I’m tired of thinking about drinking. date of last drink: june 30, 2012

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